Hi guys
Im just putting this here because maybe, if its published and out their, ill stick to this better. I hope so anyway. (If youre here for a proper blog post maybe look else where on my blog, as i wouldnt class this as a proper one)
I need to learn, to be comfortable being alone again. Ive confused wanting a relationship, with wanting to stop being lonely which is not okay.
I need to learn to enjoy my own company and to fill it with lots of things that I enjoy, such as shopping, netflix, reading, blogposts, baking ect.
I also need to make the most of surrounding myself with family and friends when i do see them.
I need to work on myself and my own personal goals (eg learning to drive). I need to make sure im always being the best version of me
I need to practice being happy again. Then, when im more secure in myself, i can start trying to make new friends.
This is not me. Somewhere along the way i became reliant on others creating my happiness, but honestly, i need to do that all on my own.