So I’ve had a little break from blogging while I sort a few things out. However, now i’m ready to return, it didn’t feel right to just forget about my last post and continue with my usual types of blogposts. I am well aware that it was a super negative post as i was in a bad place at the time, but now i’ve found some light at the end of the tunnel – here is a new, more positive update post for you all.
I honestly don’t even know where to start, these last few months have been a whirl wind. Mentally i’m in a much more positive, happy place. Although I was super skeptical about starting anti-depressants, they have really helped me. I truthfully believe I wouldn’t still be here had I not pushed the doctor to give me some, they have been a litteral life saver.
Next, after what feels like a long search, I finally found the perfect job for me! I tried everything from waitressing to retail, but nothing felt completely right. I just felt so lost which didn’t help things, but eventually I stumbled across the most amazing company and was lucky enough to get the role of a full time Support Worker. I start in a weeks time and I am so excited, although it is a complete career change I just know in my heart this is what i’m meant to do. My new boss believes in me, and I genuinely want to help people so they never have to feel as low as I have. This is a massive turning point for me both career wise and financially, so I cant wait!
Finally, I just feel more like myself again. Before I was rotting in bed not doing anything, paralysed with anxiety. With the help of meds, family and friends, I am doing so much better! I’m motivated, enjoy activities ive always loved such as going to the gym and baking, and i’ve got a much more objective, calm way of looking at things for the most part.
Life is just all falling into place, and i’m so excited to get back into blogging – especially as its practically the festive season! I will try and schedule some posts so I can upload once a week like normal, but my new job will be quite full on so please bare with me if I miss an upload. I need to find my work, life balance now my working hours are massively increased.
Finally, thank you guys for sticking by me! It means the world to me, your kind words havent gone unnoticed and I appreciate it very much. Thank you!
Next week will be a normal post, but until then, take care!